Notes On A Revelation

Well, I know I’m about 11 days or so late, but happy 2010! What can I say, I’ve been busy, so I haven’t been keeping up with this blog as much as I probably could or should have. But this year I’m going to make an effort to regularly post blogs, videos, and more of my poetry that has been hidden from the face of the earth for ages (or at least some months anyway). Last semester ended well…it turns out that I barely passed my Math class, but the point is…I PASSED! Break was great (surprisingly…for the first week). I was so saturated with Christ during that week. I feel as though God was trying to heal me emotionally while I was at school, and once I got back home he was trying to heal me spiritually. Really important stuff. Christmas day sucked (my fault…with a little help from my sister as well…because we just really know how to treat the ones we love). It wasn’t all bad after that. But it began to get worse. Oh wait a minute…back up…I worked about 70 hours both weeks at Publix. Lord, I am thankful for that job, but I hate it all the same. Please don’t make me go back there! Anyhow…at the end of break some real bull went down and completely brought my family back to square one of dysfunction. Well, that sounds a little over-dramatic, but nevertheless, things are as jacked up as they were before I came home. I was trying to do better. Trying to let God use me. Trying to keep peace, all that good stuff. And at the time I really thought I was. But, like much of my life, either I was deluded completely or Satan just came in and devoured all the hope that would have been. I don’t know if there will ever be a time when my family isn’t jacked up. I’m going to stop talking about this now.

So new semester! I changed my major for the fifth time in two years and now I’m doing Pastoral Care. I guess the thing about that is I really want to do counsleing, but I don’t want to be jobless after 4 years of college for a Pysch degree. Plus I want/need to do something in ministry, so here we go. That’s my story and I’m sticking to it. Not sure if I missed my calling or found it, but that’s where we are.

SNOW! Well, I got to see a little bit of snow last week, and it was fun while it lasted. They even canceled school on Friday (for no reason, seeings that we couldn’t even measure the snowfall in inches, and the roads weren’t very icy at all).

Music/Poetryish things! It’s coming. Means a lot to me, and I hope it mean a lot to others as well. You get out what you put in, so I’ve already started recording as of 2 days ago.

That’s all for now folks…more writing later…